I go by the name Adeline and im not any ordinary girl you see on the streets. I'm always an original, never a copy. ♥balloons

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I'm what you call a, mystery. Here's to the ones that love me, the losers that lost me & the lucky bastards that get to meet me ♥ I don't like "about me"s. They paint a picture colored in black and white. The way we see ourselves. It is either we are too perfect or too imperfect. The truth is, we can be very wrong. Get to know me and see for yourself. I am just Adeline Megan Gan. The occasional part-time dancer. I like collecting memories and occasional glimpses of genuine smiles . ▲

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-note: i have alot of things to blog about, so this will be a lenghty post without pictures, if you aren't in the mood to hear some bitchy stuff and then some, there's the red X at the corner -

my week was awesome, and there's some things i need to blog about
i saw 8 dogs on tue, oh my goodness,
and all the same breed.
golden retrievers, (eh spell correctly?) haha ok, who cares,
super cute, 3 were puppies, the rest were full grown.
and the owners let me pet them, HAHA ok i almost died,
all of them came bouncing over to me,
sniffing and woofing, haha i wanted to play wrestling with them on the grass.
and all of them are super obedient!
they won't tug at their leashes and make it hard to control,
they just quickly run with you, and sit or heel when you tell them to.
i want i want i want i want too :/
rarh.

you are still my best friend.as far as im concerned, distance doesn't matter.


ogay, i think im weird.
in fact i feel very like my normal self.
people have been asking me how i've been feeling,
and i say i've never felt better.
although, i feel a clash of alot of feelings inside of me.
A, C and bestfriend are all amazed,
they thought that i will take months like how they did with theirs.
it took me like what 1 day?:X
the ❤ was still there, but the moment it was over,
it was gone.
i swear i didn't even cry, not even at night,
not even when i knew we were going to be this way.
(ok maybe the time hasn't come for me to cry yet lol -.-)
i think i know why.
maybe its because of the habit that we fell into,
and because i knew the truth all along.
so in a way, what felt so strong at first, couldn really make it through.
yes, i still get those pangs of misses sometimes, and all those for a short while, but that is expected.
but other than that, im feeling okay.
i can honestly say, i am over everything.
and.
a little bird told me. but nvm, if you wanted to tell,
you would have, if you didnt, i don't mind either.
because i always knew, i fall second.
be happy ;)
cos i truly am.


my sister wont stop talking, and honestly, i have no mood to entertain her right now.
i mean not after i read an email from someone and read the lyrics he wrote.
I'm trying to hold back my tears but i have no idea why i feel like crying since i have completely lost feelings for him.
so yea thanks for saying all that, in that song,
i realise how much i actually do mean to you.
but i cannot take the fact that you did what you did,
you know i don't give no second chances,
and yet you ask me why i gave him so many.
when i didn't give all the others any.
but there's a reason for everything i do,
and you should know, i saw.


and then was it weds?
met jerrick's fren, jerrick's the dance instructor teaching me and kic dance,
his fren's called pat?
ok super funny, the way we met,
i was sitting by this big pond at botanic, scribbling notes,
then he came up to me and ask whether there were any guided tours,
cos i was going around snapping pictures.
told him wasnt sure, and he asked whether i was a model,
he said i look like one model from the magazine o.o like italian mixed?!
i was laughing inside my heart when i heard that, then we chitchatted abit more,
found out that he also was a dancer,
omg and he told me super interesting stories, like how some housewives
who apparently are filthy rich, would paid him to do more than dance.
but he would declined haha i don't know how true is this anyway.
chatted for about 3 hours, then finally went to lunch.
so yea jerrick has interesting frens eh kic?
oh well anyway, i have been practicing "beep" and "wait a minute" by PCD,
super high songs,but im not sure whether i got the moves correct,
i got to cover party people also, and
i refused to let my parents and sis see me dance at home, haha i locked myself in room and then blast full music.


i won't dwell on these things anymore, just need to let it all out.
tmr and weekends are going to be fun!
underwater world, sentosa, marche, and then some therapy!
and then maybe staying at the newly renovated changi hotel with c and cousins!
weekends there's drumming and guitar sessions for churchy,
nic nic nic coming back seriously, we gonna argue over everything again, hahaha.
and then running with old fren YJ!
i seriously need to get my stamina back,
once attachment ends, its back to school and NAPFA,
and i want to get my old timing back (9:12) if i remb correctly!
i doubt i will have any problems with my five stations,
but i definitely want a gold in my nafa.
and im aiming for 9 mins flat.
and my gang of usuals are the best,
raynard sms me and asked where i want to go,
i told him rollerblade, haha and he say okay,
he tell the rest.
and like that set XD

and okay, bestie coming back on sun!
he's going to LD call soon, he says he has some juicy gossips hahaha.
i miss you like crazy,
we can go search for awesome durian cakes again!
and you know what,
you don't ever have to listen to me whine and cry ever again over it again!
and thanks for late night talking sessions :O
and later (sun) im going to whack timt,
keep telling me to talk to his hand, what the face is busy.
haha i don't help you alrd ah!
ok kelly just gave me cadbury mint chips easter eggs,
super cute and yummy.

on the way home, i saw two accidents involving motorbikes.
im really really very unlucky.
i saw blood too.
i think this is enough to deter me from learning motorbike.
tskkkk.

okay, i will be stopping here for now,
because bestie calling!
thanks for reading all the way down :D
those who did.

toodles!

ps/ chloe super bitchy, saw a picture said, look super ah beng, super ah lian, together damn compatible.okay there's a hidden meaning inside, those who know, go figure!

so why do i still miss you huh

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