I go by the name Adeline and im not any ordinary girl you see on the streets. I'm always an original, never a copy. ♥balloons

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I'm what you call a, mystery. Here's to the ones that love me, the losers that lost me & the lucky bastards that get to meet me ♥ I don't like "about me"s. They paint a picture colored in black and white. The way we see ourselves. It is either we are too perfect or too imperfect. The truth is, we can be very wrong. Get to know me and see for yourself. I am just Adeline Megan Gan. The occasional part-time dancer. I like collecting memories and occasional glimpses of genuine smiles . ▲

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these few days have been a birds day. seeing baby birds and all.
today's work was exciting, went up into tree lifts to examine tree wounds at yishun.
the tree lift is pretty scary, even though i love heights, when there's only a hook harness securing you to the lift, and when the lift is so shaky and swings on hinges, its like you can tilt 90 degrees and just fall out.
i swear the contractor's a bloody asshole, when my supervisor went up, he didn't dare jerk her or anything, her ride was very smooth.
but when i went up, he jerk the lift to an abrupt stop when i was pretty high up, my heart almost jumped out. and then he brought me for one whole ride around the tree, and i was shouting down to my supervisor,
" he bringing me for joyride is it?! very fun but can tell him to dont keep jerking the lift when it stops anot?! "
and my two supervisors down there just keep laughing at my face -.- tsk.
i think my heart died many times today alrd. haha but still!
there's a stupid divisional meeting on friday.
and i have to meet my deputy director, how nice.

















things aren't the way they were before.
everything isnt the same, and neither will they be.
if you can pull the trigger, and stand up to this, you've got guts,
and for respect that you know you earned ours.
but on the other hand, cowardice might just pull you down,
and your immature thinking.
if you wanna go the other way, go ahead, nobody's stopping you alright :)
go get drunk, smoke, party hard and hit the clubs and pubs everynight because of that.
see your money go down the drain.
but when it all comes to naught i won't look back and said i told you so.
im not interested in playing your game, count me out.
like i said,you wouldn't even recognize me anymore.
you didn't knew me back then and you won't know me now either.





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i guess this is where a new chapter begins.
life is hard, oh well, it was never easy.
i've done horrible stuff, i've ditched people in bad times. i've been a saint, i've been an angel to so many people, forgiving them time and again, even when they've betrayed me countless times. and yet, i'm still me. imperfect, little me. i lose my temper when people around me are rude. particularly, when people are rude to the people i love. i've been through life, i've lost my kin, i've been in love. i've had perfect snapshots, and heartbreaks too. i've never ever regretted this life. its perfect in its imperfections.
its just me.




had a mini argument with zoel in the car on the way back.
he isn't too happy with my decision, and he's more than worried something will happen to me.
but then thanks for honouring your promise and not restricting me.
you know how much it means to me, and how much i want to do this.
and if anyone bullies me i can count on you and the four big guys in my life to sort it out for me right! HAHA. (one of them is you ok, big god brother!)
i will be fine, don't worry bestfriend :) 24/7 your hotline i will call if anything happens.
;
me: do you trust me enough to drive your car?
bestfriend: of course. and i would trust no one but you with my life, and to hold it in your hands.