give me, give me some time.
Thursday, April 16, 2009, 11:31 PM
i spend the whole day clearing and re-publishing my drafts posts of earlier dates on my blog,
apparently i wrote alot in the past few months, but then in the end didn't post it up,because i knew once the posts went up,
questions will be asked, emotions betrayed, and tempers will flare.
instead many went up on my lj instead.
i packed my room and clothes today too!
gave ALL unwanted clothes and stuffed toys to salvation army,
initally wanted to send them to cambodia to UNACAS for the children,
but it was a no go because of -.- *TSK*
im still pissed because of the reason, but as usual i always have no say.
andrew, next time send it for me to cambodia please.
my cupboard is half bare now.
i need new
sweats jackets dresses skirts shorts tops accessories and i need to buy a new pair of running shoes,mine is broken, dirty and sad.
so i was talking to kelvin yesterday night on the phone,
laughed alot, i auto go into chinese mode on the phone with him,
then i will continually switch between chinese and english.
i want my drums back.
jamming session next sun guys?
and, anyone up for tennis?:))
why are you so shocked?
it doesn't hold anymore meaning for me :)
`thanks for fetching me back from work all these while,
you have to drive all the way haha thanks alot :) and for being by my side,
all these times, what i put you through, you still stuck by me.
even though we quarrelled alot, but somehow, it always works out in the end,
and in the end, we still make up.
what you told me at the park i will always rem,
but please give me some time.
i have alot of thinking to do these days.
i don't want to go on the rebound,
im not that kind of person,
neither do i want to be.and it'd be so unfair to you.
i know what you say is true,
cos i feel it too, and its different.
and remb i told u,what if you had told me way earlier,
the outcome, would it have been different?
you asked me how i know, i know because ur actions show, it isnt all empty talk.
you prove it.
but you know why im scared, i told you the reason,
you are like making my superglue decision erode away.
just give me a bit more time.
it would be unfair to you too,
if i cant return it the same way as it.
:)`
A simple friend identifies himself when he calls.
A real♥ friend doesn't have to.
A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life.
A real♥ friend says, "What's new with you?"
A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent.
A real♥ friend says, "You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years. Get off your duff and do something about it.
A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real♥ friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real♥ friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.
A real♥ friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A real♥ friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real♥ friend could blackmail you with it.
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real♥ friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real♥ friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real♥ friend expects to always be there for you.
thanks to all my real friends, who somehow always have and make the time for me.
espc, CHERYL, ZOEL, JOELYNN, KIC, KATE, TIMT, NIC.
i don't think i have to elaborate, you guys know it.
and xoxoxo,
i love you all. :)
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