I go by the name Adeline and im not any ordinary girl you see on the streets. I'm always an original, never a copy. ♥balloons

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I'm what you call a, mystery. Here's to the ones that love me, the losers that lost me & the lucky bastards that get to meet me ♥ I don't like "about me"s. They paint a picture colored in black and white. The way we see ourselves. It is either we are too perfect or too imperfect. The truth is, we can be very wrong. Get to know me and see for yourself. I am just Adeline Megan Gan. The occasional part-time dancer. I like collecting memories and occasional glimpses of genuine smiles . ▲

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you should und,of all ppl,you would know why i have to do this,why i need to do this,i don't need you to come and tell me what i should do. do you think its all so easy, to just drop everything and walk away? i found out about the scf stuff, after A told me she didn't knew what to do when B appeared.YOU were supposed to be there,where were you?off to your some kind of stupid drinking sessions again.don't tell me you lie to protect,what the hell,i don't need anyone to do that.i can protect myself very well,thank you,like any harm will come to me.it's just another one of your dumb lame excuses,and do you think i will believe you this time? its time i said this,i've been carrying this stupid burden around for you and not telling anyone,i thought that you will know,in the end you were just too blind to see.or maybe im the blind one.you keep telling me bad things about B stuff,or is it you just didn't want me to know the truth?to go and even talk to him?why u just didn't want me to talk to him? you ask and ask and ask, and i don't even know what to say.you said you cared,you wanted to know,you understood. you want the truth,i gave you the truth,and yet you keep lying,to everyone,to A,and to me. idk why,if you want to tell me,if you don't want,fine. i can't force you. and now,knowing everything,i cant say im not angry,im not hurt. you were the one whom i thought you could understand,the situation we were in,and yet,you could even do that.where is the old you that i know?when did you become so selfish,until everything closes and all you see is yourself? maybe there's a reason behind, and if there is,please tell us. everything is just so wrong now. you tell me not to do this,then what else can i do?what about A? and scf? the only answer im looking at,is the one you are asking me not to do.do you even have a reason? seriously,i am pissed and just ...speechless. after all the things that we went through, and everything. everyone's tired,im tired too. and to just think of it,when andrew comes back,the real hell begins. maybe for the best,let's just end everything here.
And I don't wanna see you anymore im just not that strong


to shitface:
whatever.you know what?this is my blog,my post,my life. you don't have to screw up everything and point fingers at A.do that,and i will make sure everything,and i mean everything,the whole freaking blame goes to you.wouldn't you just like that?and hahahaha,don't criticise the way i write,you didn't get an AAAAA for the Os,don't even come up and snort your shit all over,you are not even fit to take me on. oh and tsk, why are you even copying my style of writing like X100000000 times huh?if you don't even like the way i write,see that red X on the top right corner?that's right,click that,imbecile,and you would find you way back to your own shit hole.oh wait,maybe i should be honoured that you are copying me,haa,like they say,imitation is the sincerest form of flattery. but in fact,i feel so disgusted by you. how someone could even do that is like totally shit.